Hey Guys, I’m back….
I have a secret, yes a secret! Since I was diagnosed with heart disease, I’ve been dealing with thoughts of death. I don’t know why, but it seemed like my diagnosis meant automatic death. I’ve become paranoid, if I get even the slightest pain in my chest, I automatically think this is it. Most of my friends don’t know of my fear of dying for fear they would sweep it under the rug or tell me to stop thinking such foolishness. But I know the possibility is quite real! I mean, how long can one live with heart disease…
Sometimes, I contemplate talking to someone about it since I don’t feel like I can really turn to my friends. In reality unless they are diagnosed with a life threatening disease then they can’t really understand…
While, this issue bothers me I’m comforted by the fact that if I do leave this world early that I will join my mother and father, I just don’t want to leave early…
Do you have a fear of dying? Tell me about it….
Can anyone else relate? Have you been diagnosed with something and now have a fear of dying? How are you coping?
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About Raijean
Raijean holds a Bachelors Degree in Business Management and a Masters in Finance. Her passion includes fashion, shopping and going to the theater. She is an advocate for Heart Health Awareness and determined to help educate the world about heart disease one heart at a time!
Raijean Stroud is the founder of
Bleeding Heart Project an organization that promotes heart health awareness and prevention especially in young people. As a heart health advocate and survivor Raijean is passionate about spreading the word about heart disease as well as publicly speaking on how heart disease has changed her life. If you would like for Raijean to speak at or attend your event please contact her at Raijean@bleedingheartproject.org
Raijean is also the the Publisher and Editor In Chief of
Swa-Rai Fashion & Lifestyle Blog, which covers ~ Fashion. Beauty. Food. Travel. Lifestyle & Luxury~. Raijean founded her blog "Swa-Rai in 2010 and it has since become one of the fastest growing sites with the help of social media sites like Twitter and Facebook; Swa-Rai's readership, popularity and traffic have increased by 500% in the first year alone!
If you would like advertise your product or service on Swa-Rai, if you have a product or service that you would like Raijean to review or if you would like for her to attend you event please contact her at raijean@swa-rai.com
